January 2010
I hate myself
I feel bad. I’m not a good person. Usually I’m not acting like this. Wattafak really happened to myself tonight?? I’m not this kind of person. I’m better than this. Shit faker bodoh!!
I take things for granted. I screwed up. Bodoh! Think deep before literally abused someone, you stupid moron (me)!
I’m so sorry eventhough I don’t know you very well.
Mad at...
wooooo sket lg nak minum nyamuk. hahaha bad day.
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But I’m not lonely. Just sayin’.
hmmmm ape kene malam nie. suwei gila.
ok la, watever.
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Starting to believe that something missing in my life. Something big, more dramatic feelings. Uh oh I think I might need someone right from this moment. A super amazingly awesome person. Shit. Big SHIT.
Shit not going to help much though. Pray, pray and pray for huge opportunities to come forward, yes? Surely can be more interesting :P
